its been a long time since i last got some serious talking to talk about in life..

thoughts like… ACTUALLY considering suicide cos i flunked my prelims really awesomely - get all Cs, Ds…. being helpless and worthless cos I am not academically inclined.. the heck?

going through painful sabotaging, surviving life by going to society and what-nots instead of being at home watch anime/reading manga. haha.. 

I’ve been a considerably good kid with a average low-income however still manageable doting family… hence life didn’t have that many hurdles to cross by.

.. the heck with life.. i’ve successfully passed the hurdles so far and i will continue to pick myself up from any others in future :)

trashing people’s pride by being frank has always been my strength and weakness so i hope anyone who’s been trashed would forgive my straightforwardness cos i meant no harm, just a tad air head to read the atmosphere and im still working on it. thats a new challenge i am working to achieve >_< so I will persevere on!

anyways its kinda late now and i shant rattle on about my life after so long. Holidays are still on and about so i shall spend more time enjoying :3 Tadahhh people, GOOOD NIGHT!